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Girl With a Rose Tess Winnett Book 6 by Leslie Wolfe Genre: Thriller, Crime Suspense

Her body is frozen, unable to move. Her eyes are locked on the blood leaving her body in a steady string of droplets, collecting in the bone ash porcelain bowl engraved with intricate gold leaves. Her parted lips let out a shriek that no one hears. He just smiles and wipes her tears with cold fingers. “Wow. I think I just fell head over heels in love with a fictional character. Tess Winnett is one of the smartest FBI agents and profilers I have come across yet and with analytical skills to rival Sherlock Holmes. Hats off to Leslie Wolfe for easily the best thriller I have read in this genre for many, many years!” – Manie Kilianon, five stars review on Amazon. The girl: missing After fifteen-year-old Kaylee disappears without a trace, FBI Special Agent Tess Winnett is assigned to the case that falls outside of the normal purview of the FBI. With every lead she uncovers, more questions are posed with only one possible, terrifying answer: there are others like her who have vanished, never to be seen or heard from again. Is there a pattern in these disappearances? What happened to the others who have vanished? Is there a connection, or is Tess chasing shadows? The first twenty-four hours: critical Frantic for answers and painfully aware of each passing moment, Tess has a choice to make, one that could save the life of a young girl: was Kaylee’s disappearance a singular event, or was she the latest victim of a serial killer no one knew existed? The odds of finding the girl alive drop with every second passing by and making the wrong choice would seal her fate. Her blood would be on her hands. The best-selling author of Dawn Girl is back with another suspenseful, gripping crime thriller. If you’re a fan of David Baldacci, Melinda Leigh, and James Patterson, you will enjoy Leslie Wolfe’s enthralling police procedural that will keep you reading until the last page.What Readers and Reviewers Are Saying About Leslie Wolfe “Wolfe’s strong female characters, who all appear to be flawed, never disappoint. ” “The action is immediate and nonstop, and just when you think you have it all figured out, Wolfe tosses in a twist so masterful that it’ll make your head spin. ” “Wow… Leslie Wolfe is an incredible story teller. Can’t wait for more of Agent Tess Winnett.” “Leslie Wolfe has a wonderful ability to make you feel as if you were right there watching the events unfold in this fast paced and nail-biting thriller.”
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She was thrilled she’d agreed to pose for him.
She almost hadn’t made it past the imposing gates of the mansion, the likes of such she’d only
seen in the movies. But the man had left a four-digit code scribbled with his address, and after
fidgeting in place in front of the twelve-foot high, wrought-iron entrance, she noticed the keypad
on a stand at the edge of the driveway, at the right height to be accessed from the driver’s seat of
a car. She’d entered the four digits with slightly trembling fingers, and the wrought iron set in
motion, opening without a sound.
Mom would kill me if she knew where I’m at, she’d thought excitedly, her rebellion putting a
spring in her step.
She’d walked the long, curvy driveway in a daze, taking in the beauty of the landscape with its
fantastic rose bushes, each of them a different, exotic variety. She’d stopped a couple of times and
buried her face in the dew sprinkled blooms, taking in their aroma, savoring their intoxicating
scent.
Then she rang the bell while butterflies swarmed in her belly, and he opened the door almost
immediately. He wore tight, worn-out jeans and a white T-shirt, both stained with paint as were
his arms, and even his smiling face. She followed him inside, too intimidated to articulate a single
word, her eyes riveted on the paintings that covered the walls of the living room. Beautiful girls,
some sad, some playful, all young and innocent, their beauty enhanced by a single rose bloom.
Her step slowed and faltered as a strange sense of foreboding chilled her blood. She gazed
quickly at the paintings again, this time searching the girls’ eyes, looking for something, for a clue
into what was to come, but their expressions remained mysterious, almost grim. The chill in her
body turned to icicles streaming in her blood, and she let a quiet whimper escape her lips.
He turned and smiled, his smile warming up the room. “What’s wrong, my dear?”
She felt like an idiot. Posing for such an artist was a huge opportunity for her, and she was
screwing it up as only she could. “Um, nothing, really,” she managed, wringing her hands
nervously and avoiding his deep, blue eyes. “All this,” she gestured towards the walls covered in
luxuriously-framed canvases, “I—I don’t know what to say.”

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“They’re beautiful, aren’t they?” he said, his voice filled with warmth as if the girls
immortalized on canvas were all long-departed friends he dearly missed.
Then he turned toward her and widened his smile. “But they’re gone… and you’re here. You’re
even more beautiful, Kaylee.”
Blood rushed to her cheeks, warming them quickly.
“When we’re finished, I’ll make room for you right here, above the mantle. You’ll be my pièce
de résistance,” he added, the French words lending their charm to his already charismatic voice.
His fingers brushed against her cheek for an instant, in a featherlight touch. “Your beauty is
unique.”
The last shadow of foreboding coldness left her body under his electrifying touch. She smiled
timidly, painfully aware of how out-of-place she looked, of how childish her behavior was. She
desperately wished she could instantly be a few years older and the kind of girl this man could fall
in love with.
And she didn’t even know his name.
She breathed and decided the woman he would like for more than model for a painting would
have the courage to ask his name.
“What, um, do I call you?” she managed, blushing again at the sound of her voice, strangled
by emotion.
“David,” he replied, searching her eyes and still smiling. “You can call me David.” Then he
turned to leave, looking at her over his shoulder. “Come on, we got work to do, and we’ll lose the
light in a few hours.”
She followed him eagerly through another couple of rooms, then entered his studio. An entire
wall was made of glass panels, letting the sunshine in without restrictions. Through the large
windows, she could see the exquisite garden in the back of the house, intricate alleys weaving
between rose beds with blooms in various colors and shapes. Here and there, wooden benches
under the shade of secular oaks or a fountain springing crystalline water on top of carefully
arranged boulders.
It was as if she’d left the modern age at the wrought iron gate and had entered the mansion of
a nineteenth century royal.
Surreal.

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And it would make one hell of a story to tell Alice tomorrow. She’d have to share some of her
adventures with her best friend, in return for her commitment to cover for Kaylee at school and
with her mother, in case things would run late here and she’d call, all freaked out like Mom always
got when she was even a minute past her curfew. School was easy, knowing how the Catholic
prudes rushed to change the subject when any mention of cramps or other period-related issues
were brought up, especially by a freshman. But her Mom was another thing altogether; no mention
of cramps would fly with her. Being a teenager sucks, she thought bitterly. All day in school, then
rushing home or else Mom throws a fit and grounds me forever, when I could be hanging out here,
with a guy like that.
“Don’t,” David said gently, touching her chin briefly as to invite her to look at him.
“Huh?” she reacted, taken by surprise.
“You’re frowning,” he said, a tinge of disappointment in his voice.
She smiled apologetically and looked around for a place to sit.
There were a few pieces of furniture in the studio, scattered loosely on the vast floor in front
of an easel holding a large canvas, all upholstered in black leather. A large armchair Kaylee
could’ve easily curled up in, with her legs folded under her, and taken a nap. An inviting lounge
chair that looked cozy and comfortable, the kind she’d seen only in fashion magazines. A bed,
covered in red satin sheets and littered with pillows of all colors, the sight of which brought fire to
her face. And a wide bench without backrest, long enough to seat three, maybe four people.
A new smile tugged at the corners of David’s mouth as he followed her gaze.
“Let’s seat you over here,” he said, pointing at the bench.
She obeyed and sat, amazed at the softness of the leather under her touch.
“I brought some different clothes,” she said, taking off her backpack.
“No need,” he replied, his smile gone, replaced with an intense, scrutinizing look.
Her frown returned promptly. “You’re painting me in my school clothes?” Her disappointment
was raw, carrying the promise of tears.
“No, my dear,” he replied, almost absent-mindedly, ambling around her, studying her in detail.
“This will be a head portrait.”
“Oh,” she whispered, feeling intimidated again under his scrutiny. Was her skin perfect? How
about her hair?

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“Did you remember to turn off your cellphone, like I asked? I don’t like being interrupted while
I work.”
“Yes,” she replied quickly, pulling it out of her pocket and showing him the dark screen.
“Good,” he replied, then moved the easel a few feet to the right. He peeked from behind the
canvas to look at her and then disappeared again for a few moments.
She heard his footsteps leaving the room, but she stayed in place, unsure of what to do. In his
absence, the sense of foreboding returned, chilling her blood once again. There was a half-finished
canvas leaned against the wall, the portrait of a girl holding a rose blossom to her lips, but her eyes
looked haunted as if life was leaving her body. Her skin prickled with goosebumps, and she
wrapped her arms around herself, shivering.
“It gets cold in here in the mornings,” David said, startling her. She’d not heard him return, but
he was there by her side, holding a steaming cup of tea. “The studio doesn’t have heating, but the
sun will do the trick.” He offered her the cup. “It’s chamomile with a touch of honey; it will help
you relax.”
She took the cup and, under his commanding gaze, took a sip. It was delicious, warming up
her body and scaring the apprehension away. She thanked him and sipped again, letting the thin
vapor touch her face.
He walked over to a small table and brought back a tray, setting it on the bench by her side.
Laid neatly on the tray were hairbrushes and combs, several fancy hairpins and accessories, and a
few rose blooms in different shades of pink.
“May I?” he asked, picking up a hairbrush.
She shrugged. “Sure.” She bit her lip, trying to hide her nervousness at the thought of him
touching her. Yet strangely, she was disappointed he’d chosen pink blooms for her when the
garden held stunning shades of crimson, purple, even blue with a yellow center. Pink was so banal.
He was gentle, removing her scrunchy without pulling her hair. Then he brushed it until it
crackled with electricity, stopping a few times to evaluate the results of his work. Kaylee wished
there was a mirror in the room, where she could see what she would look like after he was finished.
She’d probably have to wait for the painting to be done to see her new image.
He set the hairbrush down and whispered, “Good.” Then he lifted her hair up, strand by strand,

weaving and arranging it in a high, braided updo pinned in place with a sophisticated, diamond-
encrusted clip. Then he loosened a few thin strands around her face and arranged them carefully

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with his fingers, his face so close to hers she could feel his breath on her cheeks, sending shivers
through her body.
He took a few steps back to admire his work, then let a quiet whistle sum up his conclusions.
She smiled widely. “Is there a mirror—”
His frown returned, digging deep ridges in his forehead. “No mirror, no. Please be patient.”
She lowered her gaze and took another sip of tea, a touch of uneasiness unfurling in her gut, a
feeling she couldn’t name, a warning she couldn’t read.
He picked up a rose, then removed all its thorns. He trimmed the stem to four or five inches,
then slid the stem behind her ear and secured the heavy bloom in place with two hair clips.
“We’re ready,” David said, rubbing his hands together, satisfied. “Finish your tea so we can
get started.”
She was happy to oblige, her throat feeling parched for some reason. She felt weak, almost
trembling, and hoped the honey in the tea would pick her up a little and give her a touch of sugar
rush.
She set the empty cup on the bench near her, seeing more than feeling how badly her hand
shook. His eyes lingered on her trembling hand, but he said nothing. He disappeared behind the
canvas for a few moments and returned pushing a small cart with paint tubes, a small bowl, and a
makeup kit like she’d never seen before. Only artists and musicians must’ve had one like that, a
silver suitcase that arranged in three levels when opened, holding everything she could ever need
if she were a star.
Dizzy and a little nauseous, she took her frozen hand to her forehead, hoping that the cold
touch would make her feel better.
“Don’t touch your hair,” David commanded, his voice strong, almost angry.
She let her hand fall back into her lap. She tried to speak, but only a faint whimper came out.
“I—I can’t—”
“Here, lie down,” he invited, supporting her head carefully with his hand until it touched the
soft cushion of the bench. He slid a pillow under her head, then put her legs up on the bench with
gentle, thoughtful moves.
He wasn’t asking the right questions, wasn’t calling an ambulance. Her prior sense of
foreboding had returned as sheer panic, but she couldn’t scream, she couldn’t move. She could

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still focus her eyes somewhat and watched every move he made while terror took over her heart,
knowing what he’d done when he’d spiked her tea, but not understanding why.
“You must feel dizzy and numb right now,” he explained patiently as if talking to a small child,
“and that’s normal. Well, maybe not to you, but I can assure you it’s quite normal to me.” He
caressed her cheek, removing a rebel strand of thin, blonde hair. “I know you’d like me to say that
everything will be all right, and it will be, but not for you, my dear. Not for you. Although you
might enjoy what’s coming.”
He picked up a small porcelain bowl and held it above her face. “Do you know what this is?
Bone ash porcelain. Human bones, burned to ash, are mixed in with the kaolin, to make the finest
pieces of china there can be. The bones make the material stronger so that the porcelain can be
thinner, almost translucent. See?”
She couldn’t say a word. She tried, but no sound came out of her mouth, as panicked thoughts
raced through her mind. What time was it? When would her Mom freak out and call someone? A
tear rolled down her cheek and disappeared in her hair. Mom, she called in her mind, please find
me. I promise I’ll be good. I’ll never lie to you again.
She felt a pinprick in her arm and watched as David pierced her vein with a thin needle attached
to a small plastic tube. Unable to lift her head, she could barely see what he was doing, but he’d
elevated her arm on a couple of pillows, and she could catch a foggy glimpse.
Her blurry eyes locked on the blood leaving her body, in a steady string of droplets, collecting
in the bone china bowl engraved with intricate gold leaves. She drew breath and let out a shriek
that no one heard, not even her; no sound came off her parted lips.
He grinned and wiped her tears off with cold fingers. “You mustn’t cry, my dear. I’ll apply
your makeup next, and you’re going to ruin it all.”
Her heart fluttered frantically against her rib cage like a trapped bird fighting for its life, willing
to smash itself against the bars rather than die at the hand of its captor. But all she could do was
watch every move he made, unable to fight, unable to resist.
He mixed a few droplets of blood with paint from various tubes, adjusting the composition
until it seemed perfect to him. Then he applied the paint on her lips, checking the crimson hue
against direct sunlight and shade. He added a few droplets to some scrapings of eyeshadow on a
tiny plate stained with dried paint, tinting the powder’s hue to match the lipstick. She felt the
applicator touch her eyelids gently, while his finger forced her eyes shut, one at a time.

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“That’s it,” he exclaimed happily. “You’re ready, my dear, and you are absolutely exquisite.”
He chuckled lightly, but then groaned and rushed to tap her cheek with a napkin. “No more crying,
you hear me? You’ll ruin everything.”
He stared at her and licked his lips with anticipation, his charismatic smile turning into one
filled with lust. He removed her clothing with ease, careful not to pull the needle out of her arm,
then gave her young body one more appreciative look.
She tried to scream again; her desperate efforts, visible only in her eyes, bringing a lascivious
smirk on his face.
“Scream all you want, my dear. I like you more when you’re feisty.”
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This is entirely a work of fiction. Characters, organizations, agencies, corporations, places, aircraft,
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A sudden knock on the doorframe of my room startles me. The black marker in my hand streaks across my
sketch pad.
I’m not allowed to have a pencil—I might use it as a weapon.
Before I turn toward the door, my hand moves up to my head and starts scratching.
“Come on. It’s time for group. You’re late. Let’s go.” A redheaded nurse, toe tapping rhythmically on the
linoleum, calls into my closet-with-a-bed. The pastel colored butterfly print scrubs she’s wearing, along with
that thick shimmering hair, scream Mary Poppins. If she starts singing, I’m going to vomit.
Mind foggy, I hesitate before I say, “I haven’t been assigned a counseling group yet.” My fingers scratch
harder. I can feel the fuzz of hair growing back on my bald spot. I don’t want to go to any group.
“Oh, no worries, dear. I know exactly whose hands to put you in.” I’m not sure how to read the smile she gives
me. Then she looks at the clipboard in her hand. She happily huffs, if that’s even possible, and rolls her eyes.
But that creepy smile remains. “You haven’t had your meds. Why haven’t you had your meds?” Not waiting
for my answer, she says, “No worries. I’ll fix that. Let’s go, dear.” She wills me out into the hall with a wave
of her hand, almost like a puppeteer. I can feel the pull.
Dear? And that smile—I think she took my meds.
After a quick stop at the nurse’s station, a plop of meds and water into my mouth, the redheaded nurse—Nurse
Hatchet is what the tag on her lanyard reads—ushers me through the first door we come to that has a group of
patients gathered inside. The door clicks shut behind me. I reach under my tongue, pocket my meds. My hand
involuntarily starts scratching my head, again.
I’m about to turn and flee, until every face in the circle of people whips toward me. My eyes immediately look
away. I look down at the black and white checkered floor. I shove my shaky hands into the pockets of my
jeans. With my sneakered-foot, I push an empty plastic chair toward the group of patients.
I enter the circle.
I have no idea if I’m in the right group. It’s only my second day here. Feeling all eyes on me, I can’t force
myself to look up, to look anyone in the face.
Silence.
Shuffling.
A cough.
A man starts talking.
A weight lifts off from me.
The attention is now on someone else.
After a couple minutes of what I assume is someone’s psycho-babble, it feels safe to look up from the floor.
His words—I can’t hear any of them. The vice that repeatedly squeezes on my head and chest has always
caused a malfunction with my hearing, ever since I was a child. With the arrival of my teen years, it never got
any better—which is how I’ve ended up where I am.
Institutionalized.
A new voice sounds out. I turn toward the sound.
A skeletal-thin man speaks with passion of an insatiable hunger. His voice sounds strained, scraping and
clawing its way out of his mouth, stumbling past his dry cracked lips. His eyes scream pain, empty and
hollow, drained of what may have been behind those doors before.
With every syllable he utters, I can’t stop staring at his neck. With every bob of his Adam’s apple, I’m
fascinated, mesmerized. With every bob of his Adam’s apple it slithers around the base of his neck.
The scar.
The size of a mutant slug—fat and glistening—with a thickness five times my thumb’s width.
How did it get there?
What is it from?
Does it hurt? Itch? Throb?
Does he ever, sometimes, forget that it’s there?
These questions shoot through my mind in rapid succession—as I stare.
I can’t make sense of the scarred man’s words. My questions are too loud. Too many. And I can’t stop staring.
I need to hear his words.
I force myself to listen. Now I can’t not listen. I can’t un-hear the insanity, the desperation. His story is

permanently etched into my brain.
“I reopen it when I need to re-up.” The man speaks with a gravelly voice. The slug writhes and slithers with
every word. “I scrape a good amount with each incision. The more I chisel and collect, the less often I need to
slice open the wound again. I stitch it. Let it scab over. Let the scab loosen and fall away before my supply
runs out.”
Supply?
Supply of what?
From the opposite side of the circle a woman picks up where the scarred man’s words fade away. The sound
of her voice jars my attention away from the slug. Her words drag and drone and trip across the open hollow
of the circle, landing in my disbelieving-ears. “Then it starts all over again. The self-surgery. The extraction.”
The woman is scarred, too. Not her neck. Her upper arm. It snakes along the outside of her bicep. It starts at
her elbow and slithers up onto her shoulder. Thicker than the man’s slug. And a lot longer. Snake-girl. “It
hurts like Hell, but it’s free. Music to a user’s ears—free high.”
Free high?
The term stuns me to stone, heavy and unmoving. I don’t want to hear anymore.
My eyes start scanning the circle of people. Every one of them is scarred. All in a different location on their
bodies.
Cutters.
How did I not notice this defining detail when I first entered into this circle?
“Users”—junkies.
The wrong group for me.
But I can’t speak up. I can barely breathe. I want to slip away, unnoticed, but I can’t even move. My nerves
have tied me to the hard plastic chair.
A few moments pass. Maybe many moments. I don’t know. Someone is talking. My ears don’t hear anything
but my frantic garbled thoughts of how I can flee undetected. I can’t even decipher what’s sounding in my
head. There might be a good idea in the chaos of my mind, but I can’t lasso one out.
A strand of hair falls in my face. It starts tickling my nose. I force my hand to tuck my hair behind my ear. My
hands are wet, sweaty. I slowly rest my hand on my knee. Now my knee is bouncing. I can’t stop the
involuntary motions.
Shaking.
Bouncing.
Shaking.
Bouncing.
Sweat. Sweat. Sweat.
“Never let them see you sweat.”
Too late.
The sweat is causing wisps of my hair to stick to my forehead. Then I notice the blood— under my fingernails.
I curl my fingers under. Does anyone notice? If not the blood, all of them must see my bald spot by now.
The counselor hasn’t said a word. I don’t even know which one is the counselor.
Every one of them is scarred.
A counselor with first-hand experience, I guess. They say that’s the best kind, most respected by patients,
especially addicts.
Who are they anyway?
A voice. Someone is talking. Louder now. Is it a different person? Or the same? I don’t know. At this point
nothing is making sense.
A garbled voice echoes in my head. By the sounds of it, the voice is traveling through a tunnel before it
reaches my ears. Is it a man or a woman? I don’t know. I can’t even make out any of the words. It’s as though
all the words are jumbled together, overlapping, tossed together like a salad. I can’t look to see who’s talking.
They’ll see the confusion plastered on my face. They’ll know I don’t belong. They’ll think I’m judging them.
Never judge. I don’t know where they’ve traveled. Their shoes don’t fit me.
I can’t focus on the voice anymore. It’s too maddening. I stare, instead, at the scars.
The slug.
The snake.
I can’t take it anymore. If I can’t make myself leave, I need to know . . .
I don’t want to know, but questions fly, like hurricane winds, out of my mouth before I can rein them back.
The loud person is still talking when I blurt out, “You get high by carving into your own body? All of you?” I
scan the circle, addressing the group. My eyes can’t focus on any one face. Instead, my eyes dart back and

forth and round and round from person to person. They all nod in unison. As soon as people turn toward me, I
feel the flames reddening my cheeks. I don’t see their eyes on me. I feel them. “How? I don’t understand,” my
voice croaks, barely letting the words slip out. It feels like a snake is wrapped around my throat, constricting.
Sweat drips faster. My bloody fingers start scratching the peach fuzz again. Why can’t I leave it alone, let the
hair grow back, look normal again?
The thought makes me scratch harder.
My eyes accidentally fall on a husky tattooed man in camouflage shorts. His drug-serpent slithers along his
shin. Very fitting with his Medusa tattoo. The artist worked it into her snake-hair, almost undetectable as a
scar—
until I’d realized this is a group of cutters. Not your typical cutters. They cut to get high. Somehow. Some
way. A high follows every cut.
I don’t get it.
The Medusa Man reluctantly, almost painfully, speaks up. It’s as though my eyes pushed him to talk. The
veins in his neck are bulging out, a network of rivers. Every word that emerges from him looks, and sounds,
like a weightlifting challenge to haul up from his vocal chords out into the audible world. The result—the
voice of a pre-pubescent boy coming from a man. “It’s in the bones. Everyone’s bones. His.” He nods toward
Slug Man. “Hers.” He nods toward Snake Girl. “Even yours.” He looks, unblinking, straight into my stinging
eyes.
The shock must be painted on my face.
His eyes widen and he nods. “Yes, even your bones.”
I shake my head, rub my eyes. The sweat stings.
Slug Man—he acts as the spokesman for the group. “You look confused. Let me explain— Once we slice
ourselves open and get down to the bone, we chisel and scrape bone dust into little baggies, onto tinfoil—
whatever the choice. It’s like heroin, but all natural. We can cook it and inject it. We can smoke it. Snort it.
Best of all—it’s free.”
“Best of all?” I cringe. My stomach turns. My skin itches, like spiders are crawling all over me. Scratching my
head, my hair slicks back as though it hasn’t been washed in days. Blood, warm and slick, starts dripping
down my forehead.
My knee is bouncing faster. It won’t stop.
No judgment. No judgment. No judgment.
Now it’s time for my burning question—“How the Hell did all of you find out about this . . . this drug-like
substance in our bones?”
Slug Man speaks through his gap-toothed grin. “From my work at the crematorium.”
Each cutter, each addict, starts stating how they made their discovery. All eyes are on me as they speak. I can’t
force myself to look directly at any of them. I can’t understand what any one of them is saying. They’re all
speaking at once. They’re all staring at me. And they’re all getting closer.
My eyes dart around the circle, around the room. The groups’ voices are getting louder as they’re all getting
closer to me. Metal chair legs squeak and scrape across linoleum. I scan the room for the door. I’m
disoriented. Displaced. I can’t remember which side of the room I came in through.
Scanning.
Scanning.
There it is. The door. It’s behind me.
Just as I’m able to peel my sweat-drenched back off from the chair and unglue my ass from the unforgiving
hard plastic seat, I notice, as I start to stand, that I’m now surrounded. I’m in the middle.
In the center of the circle of addicts. The cutters. All eyes on me.
I take a deep breath. My return-breath trips and stumbles up my throat and gets lodged there.
What do I do?
What can I say?
All eyes on me. Big, bulging, hungry eyes. Craving eyes.
Staring.
Judging.
Wanting.
Staring.
Judging.
Wanting.
My skin crawls.
My hand scratches.

More blood drips.
The more I bleed the wider the users’ eyes grow.
I can’t breathe.
I can’t breathe.
I can’t fucking breathe!
The door. I see it. I stare at it. It’s close at first. But the longer I stare, the farther and farther away it moves.
Feet frozen to the floor like a tongue on an icy flagpole, I’m unable to move.
The room starts spinning.
My head is going to burst.
Where’s my breath? I can’t find my breath!
I have to move. I need to leave. How can I get the fuck out?
I see the door. It’s so far away. I don’t think I can make it. I don’t know if I can even make myself move. Then
I feel a breath. A breath not my own. It’s blowing hot against my neck.
I turn. A hand reaches for me. I flinch, but not fast enough. A long, rough finger slides across my forehead
then quickly pulls away.
Snake-girl. She licks her finger. “Mmm . . . Fresh. I bet I can get to your bones fast, you skinny little ball of
nerves. Won’t hurt me one bit.” She leans toward me and sniffs my sopping hair, what’s left of it.
That’s it. I can’t fucking take it anymore!
Somehow, some way, I find the strength to move.
With a crash and a clatter, I bolt.

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The Mythical Universe Book Tour & Giveaway

The Beginning The Mythical Universe Book 1 by Alicen Scott Genre: New Adult Fantasy, Paranormal Romance

Fresh out of an abusive relationship, Aria moves in with her twin brother, Alex, ready for a new start. He offers her a job working with him as a paranormal investigator, which she reluctantly agrees to. Aria is a skeptic of anything she cannot see with her eyes. Alex, on the other hand, has always been a believer in anything and everything paranormal. When Aria and Alex go to California to help investigate a large building where strange things are happening, she has no idea how her world is going to be turned upside down. When they arrive, she meets Tyler, one of the biggest mysteries she never saw coming. He’s a tall and sexy man, but her attraction to him is more than that. She can’t explain why she can feel the energy pulsing from him. During the investigation, things start to unfold and very quickly, Aria comes to realize she isn’t who she thought she was. She may not even be human. Together with Tyler and Alex, she goes on a pursuit to find out the truth. Traveling through planets and dimensions, meeting creatures she only thought existed in fantasy stories, she will have to question everything she ever believed. When she finds out the truth what will that mean for her and Alex? And what about Tyler? How does he fit in with all of this? The Mythical Universe: The Beginning is an action- packed story full of time traveling, hybrids, aliens, vampires, fairies and so much more. 18+ for mild sexual situations and language. Ends in a major cliffhanger leading into book 2. Add to GoodreadsAmazon * Audible

The Showdown The Mythical Universe Book 2

Aria knows everything she never believed in is real and she’s a part of that world now. Without Alex or Eugenia to help her, she must face down Ekon and get a grasp on her own abilities, her need for vengeance and her crown before they destroy her. Goodreads * Amazon

Alicen was born in the deep south. Growing up as a disabled, opinionated, female in that environment was difficult for her. She developed C-PTSD before she was a year old, but she wouldn’t be diagnosed until she was in her thirties. Her love of writing didn’t develop until she was in her twenties, but once it did it took off at full speed. Since then she’s run several blogs, done book reviews for indie authors and started working on both her autobiography and her first New Adult fantasy book collection, The Mythical Universe. She’s choosing to self publish her novels and her autobiography because she wants to keep control over her work and her image. Alicen wants her stories told in her voice. So much of her life was chosen for her by others, she won’t let it happen again. When she’s not writing, Alicen enjoys advocating for the LGBT+ community and the disabled, hanging out with her friends and partner and spending time with her two cats, Dittle and Odie. Her story may be one of triumph, but she refuses to become just another disabled person labeled as inspirational for pursuing her dreams. Staying true to herself is what’s most important to her throughout this process. While self publishing may be more difficult, Alicen has never done things the easy way. Website * Facebook * Twitter * Instagram * Bookbub * Amazon * Goodreads

“Can we talk for a second?” His voice is cautious; the edge to his tone catches me by surprise.
“Mmm-hmm,” I bite my lip pondering what he wants to talk about. I look over his shoulder and see Alex
watching us. When he sees me looking, he winks.
“About last night, I’m sorry I freaked out on you.”
I shrug, “I just wondered what I saw.”
“Alex told me I can trust you.”
I look into Tyler’s eyes and see unexpected vulnerability. He’s struggling with something.
“You can,” I murmur.
“I don’t really have a choice now,” he sighs exasperated.

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Must Be Wright Book Tour & Giveaway

Must Be Wright The Wrights Book 3 by Skye Jordan Genre: Contemporary Romance

The final book of The Wrights series by New York Times bestselling author Skye Jordan, is here! Gypsy Wright knows how to run a kick ass bar on Nashville’s infamous Broadway. She knows how to raise a son on her own and how to set her priorities. But when her longtime frenemy, country music’s golden boy, Wyatt Jackson, needs her help, Gypsy doesn’t know how to say no. She could never have expected how easily the man she’d kept at arm’s length for so long could slip under her skin or into her heart. Or how quickly he could tear apart the world she’s so carefully built. Wyatt and Gypsy have been sidestepping the heat between them for years. He admires the hell out of her dedication to her son and her success, so when he’s faced with the unexpected duty of raising his five-year-old niece, Gypsy is the first person he goes to for help. When sparks finally ignite, they burn hotter than either of them ever expected, and with the futures of two kids, two demanding careers, and two hearts on the line, those flames risk reducing everything that matters to ashes. Goodreads * Amazon

Wyatt felt the stress of the day on his shoulders like a heavy blanket, so he didn’t argue.
He slid his hands under Bell’s arms and pulled her toward him. Belle didn’t even stir. She melted
against him like a rag doll, head on his shoulder, arms hanging down.
“You and me both, Belle,” Gypsy said with a smile. “You and me both.”
Gypsy untied the apron and let it slide from Bell’s waist, then followed Wyatt through the
bar and into the parking lot. When he reached his truck, Wyatt realized his keys were in his
pocket, and he couldn’t get them while holding Belle.
“Hey, sugar.” He gave Gypsy the kind of smile that usually made women drop their
panties. “Can you get the keys from my pocket?”
She planted one hand at her hip and scowled. “Does that really work?”
“Every time.”
Gypsy sputtered a disgusted sound and crossed her arms.
“Actually, I’m serious. They’re in my right pocket. I can’t get them.”
“You are a royal pain in my ass, Jackson.” Gypsy stepped close and slid her hand into his
pocket.
Her soft floral scent drifted to him on the warmth of her body heat, and Wyatt was
instantly high. “Little lower,” he murmured, mere inches away from her ear. “Ah, yeah, that’s it.
Little to the left.”
She dragged his keys from his pocket and planted her fist in his side, pulling an umph
from him, followed by a laugh. She tapped the fob, and the door locks clicked. Pulling open the
door, she leaned in and looked in the back, before turning to him with a frown. “No car seat?”

“Car seat? She’s five.” He leaned into the truck, trying to figure out how to set her down
without waking her. “Her mother vanished without telling anyone. If her daughter’s feelings
didn’t come to mind, I doubt a car seat was very high on her list.”
Gypsy pulled on his arm. “You can’t put her in the front seat unless you disable the
passenger-side airbag. Airbags can kill kids.”
He gave her a blank stare. “Well, shit.”
Everything he didn’t know about children rushed at him, and the sliver of panic he’d
smothered by performing floated to the surface again. What in the hell was he going to do with a
five-year-old girl? He could barely keep track of himself. In fact, he had a hired village to take
care of him. How could anyone expect him to take care of a child?

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Lazlo’s Dream Machines Book Tour & Giveaway

LazLo’s Dream Machines Motorcycle Romance Collection by Tracey Cramer-Kelly

Working at LazLo’s custom motorcycle shop is more than just a job… Welcome to LazLo’s Dream Machines, where the motorcycles are hot— and the men are even hotter! Some are just looking for a little romance, some are hiding deep, dark secrets. Come along for the ride… Mercury Falling The biker club Kerry “Mercury” Dawson joined as a teen may have lived life on the dangerous side, but they were the first “family” Kerry ever had. Even with his new job at LazLo’s Dream Machines, the club is still a big part of his life—until the day he crashes a motorcycle he wasn’t supposed to be riding, and wakes up in Lucy’s emergency room. What Happens in Sturgis The fact that Vince avoids kissing has never stopped him from getting what he wants from women. But now he’s shared a little too much with his new co-worker, Tori—and she’s made it her personal mission to change his opinion. Falling for each other is NOT in the plan. After all, what happens in Sturgis, stays in Sturgis. Or does it? CrossOver Vaughn’s not thrilled when his boss asks him to work on a motocross bike. But what the bike’s owner, Gabby, lacks in height, she makes up for with her fierce competitive spirit—and mind-blowing kisses. Not everyone wants to see her succeed on the track, though, and Vaughn’s repair skills keep falling short. Is Gabby just not cut out for the big time, or is someone determined to get her off the race track permanently? Rumble Shop owner Lazarus “Laz” Lowenstein keeps his past carefully concealed, and for good reason. When a friend calls in a favor, he finds himself perilously close to the life he left behind—and to fledgling reporter, Nora Carlton. Helping Nora research a story is one thing; exploring his desire for the sheltered single mom is a definite no-no. Can Nora restore his faith in people… and love? *** PLUS Bonus Excerpts from MC Romance DIRECTING ZAC and TEACHING TREY! *** “A little gem that packs quite a wallop!” – Meg “I was swept away by this redemptive story full of chemistry and mystery!” – Kathy Add to GoodreadsAmazon * Apple * KoboTrailershttps://youtu.be/BCMtb6ww6h0

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Many experiences influence Tracey’s writing, and she has been known to undertake unusual endeavors (such as firefighter training and learning to fly a helicopter) just for the sake of the experience. Being an Army-trained combat medic and a “biker chick” for over 30 years has had significant influence in her books, but even “ordinary” events have struck a chord or inspired a character or plot idea. In 2018 Tracey returned to school to recertify as an EMT (Emergency Medical Technician) and currently works at various sporting and music events when she’s not processing orders for the family business (Leader Motorcycle) or working at a substance abuse counseling center. Tracey lives in small-town Minnesota with her husband, two kids, and two cats. They are a true “soccer family” (she even worked as a referee for two years). She enjoys downhill skiing and spending time at the family lake place. She has also owned and operated an MC business, Leader Motorcycle, for 17 years http://www.leadermotorcycle.com/Website * Facebook * Instagram * Pinterest * Bookbub * Amazon * Goodreads * YouTubeFun Videos by the Author https://youtu.be/EShLUKu7pUQ

Lucy leaned toward him, and for a crazy moment Kerry thought she was going to kiss him. Instead she traced the edge of his tattoo with her finger, leaving a tingling sensation in its wake. “More art,” she murmured.

“What?”

“Your body,” she said. “It’s like art.”

Desire shifted through him and he sucked in a breath.

Uh-oh.

He liked this woman.

A lot.

But they were too different, he reminded himself.

She lifted her head slowly, as if sensing a change in him. Her hand flowed over his shoulder and her eyes met his.

The way she looked at him made his skin prickle with electricity. It wasn’t just that she made him feel attractive; it was that she made him feel… special. Which was so damn cheesy he thought he’d choke. But it was true; she erased the doubt and frustration and made him see himself in a different light…

Kiss me, her eyes said.

So he did.

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